Where's the Fun?

I need a vacation so bad, it isin't funny!

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This pic off the Key Largo bridge in South Dade Florida was taken on my last vacation trip in December 2001. It is now 2008. The Pirates of the Carribean would be just a smidgen more to the right...

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Fresh oranges were popping off the trees, it was 80 degrees Farenheit. I went to visit some one I had a relationship with back up in the Northeast who was from there. Most of the sight-seeing was done on my own, with the exception of this leg of the 1600 mile drive.

I got a tan in ten minutes, flat! I can still gross people out with the polaroid pic of me I had taken holding two large Boa-constrictors, one blonde, one brown. Alot of people are afraid of snakes. Not me!

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I could've moved there for that person, but they ended up being a snake, after all. My life could be so different, but I'm stuck here in the cold, waiting for something else to finally work out in my favor.

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It's been years since I went to a bar. There's some one who says they love me at work, but I can't afford to mess up that job, and so nothing has happened. I wish I could just take off with them and see how it is to just hang out awhile. That's how you learn who people really are.

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Seven years, and no where near time off from the chill of being alone. Sitting in the dark, playing on this foolish machine, this is the only fun I've got to look forward too!

I need a vacation really bad!